All posts by Phoenix The Freak

Good

Lol sameee

Lol, but I saw this on my suggested pins on Pinterest the other day, so it feels relevant:

Also, did you do Bob The Fish yet?

Like, me sneaking on here? Cuz I'm still doing that lol

What secrets?

I came back a few months ago remember? I just haven't been active bc I've been busy w/ discord and the Arcane Fandom, and running my own Fandom Wiki lol

YESSSSit took me so long to get the coloring right bc the official mask and the in-game masks have such different shades😭

OMG COOL!!

Thanks! It ain't done though lol💙

Though, looking back, I look like a very poorly made cosplay of Larry wearing sals mask😭

Lol it's okay

And yeah, I'm a h*e for symbolism and lore (hell, I even started making an ARG-), so you can imagine that lil creative projects like that have a story😊

1. Legit fr tho

2. Actually, it wasn't based off of her, it was based off of a drawing I made in the first grade... It specifically had 26 eyes, and pink was my favorite color back then lmao, but I can see the resemblance now lol. I remember very vividly making the OG drawing around half my height back then (the actual drawing, not the character), and it had 5 heads, a dear tail, and each limb was a different shade of pink... I also know for a fact that the eyes were blue because back then I was insecure about having green eyes, and wanted "diamond eyes" as I called them

It was like how I saw my inner childhood self... And when I made this one, I made the shirt say "Perfectly Imperfect" because a lot of my past insecurities have faded but are still very much there... This was like a look back at the little girl I was and saying to her "...hey... We're not perfect, but that doesn't make us not good enough. Believe me, the feelings don't go away, but they get quieter"

And, hey, it's one of the rare moments I acknowledge my younger self, especially from a point in my life when I hadn't even known what it meant to be trans, and just thought there was something wrong with me

3. Still better than me!

Me reading the anti-hands thing: "SHIT, I'VE BEEN CAUGHT!" 😂😂 I hadn't even noticed that all my drawings do that... But, tbf, the pink one with 26 eyes has a drawing of their hand in the top right 😁

Also, HOW THE FRICK?! HOW ARE YOU SO GOOD?! LIKE... CRAYONS ARE THE BANE OF MY EXISTENCE. I CAN'T FIGURE THEM OUT😭

Some are also cut off at the bottom and clicking/tapping shows the full image 💕👍

Here's an art dump lmao

Only a few are actually new. Most are a little old lmao

OMGGG YOU'RE SO GOOD!

This is the sheet my friend gave me (titled "Tasty face stuff")

Honestly, not my best art though... It's my first time drawing in about two months... I have been dealing with a lot of bull, and kinda lost interest in a lot of things that make me genuinely happy, but now that the grief and bs is dying down, I'm trying my hardest to kinda just getting back into things I used to love.

I might draw more, I might not... I posted the drawing of Isha on the Arcane wiki if you're interested, and I might post more art if I ever get to it lol

Also, the art style for the eyes is brand new for me, so bare with me... My ex (who's also, like, my best friend???) Made a few sheets of reference art in case I wanted to reteach myself (because they knew I was struggling to draw eyes still, and I was a bit rusty) so the eyes are based off of that, unlike my former artstyle, where they were based off of Owl House 😁😅

Also, yes, it is cursive! I actually find it easier to write in cursive than in print bc I had been writing in cursive since the third grade... Eight years ago!!!

It's actually gotten to the point where I struggle to read bc everything I read is in print and not cursive... It's also the strangest feeling remembering what some normal print letters look like... Z and r feel so weird to look at now lmao

Also, if you're curious what I wrote, it's a list of songs (-ish) I listened to while drawing... Here:

1. "They're coming to take me away! Ha! Ha!"

2. "Brutal" (Olivia Rodrigo)

3. "Bad Feeling (Oompa Loompa)"

4. "T-Rex" (From Nimona)

5. "Queen Of Freaks" (AViVA)

I also listened to these unlisted songs:

Paint the town blue

Heavy Is The Crown

Klown B*tch

Sh*t (bo Burnham)

Crop top over long sleeve shirt bc why not. Inspired off of concept art, and bc it's hard to do a normal pur black shirt and make it look normal